Stephen Fearnley

Greetings! This is my space

– and you are invited to share it with me. I’m thrilled you chose to contribute your vibe to this little thing we’re doing called One Mind Live. If you’re interested in some background details about me and how I arrived here, click below!

I started playing the piano when I was about 3 mainly to get my fingers working. I had Rheumatoid Arthritis, was pretty much debilitated, and my fingers were fused just like the rest of my body. Back in the early 60’s this condition didn’t get a very good prognosis from the medics…and then my parents just happened to move next door to an old lady who had
all the answers.

I called her Nana Orr and she was in her 70’s then. A nurse in the first and the second world wars, she had an extensive herb garden where she’d be forever making concoctions and infusions which she gave me much to my distaste. Part of my regime was also a massage in the morning under a UV lamp and then in the evening another massage under an infra red lamp. She also played a strident honky tonk piano with a smashing left hand doing octaves, ripping off tunes with a theatrical vibrato and getting everyone singing. Thus I learnt the piano. The day I managed to stretch an octave was near the end of my healing. I was beginning to walk again.I was 4 and a half. In 6 months time I was ready for my first day of school and I could run around like the other kids ….and also play the piano. Something that took me a while to comprehend was that not everyone saw shapes and colours when they listened to music…and visa versa. I have always experienced a rich world when I close my eyes and listen to music : the dark space behind my eyes explodes with colour and 3 dimensional shapes…and when I focus my attention on pictures there can be sounds in my head and when I concentrate on these sounds they begin to shape and start to harmonise like voices singing.

Making music and making pictures is my fastest path to my joy. Both seem to come from the same environment- kind of the same thing, crossing over, merging. I later found that this was called synesthesia , but thankfully I only have it mildly. Some people actually taste colour or smell sound, their senses merging so intensely that life gets way too noisy
and intense. I think I’ve got just the right blend !

Meditation : I don’t really know how to meditate.

In my search for the right way to do it (and I have studied many techniques) I have found after 42 years, there’s a multiplicity of ways to experience inwardness. That’s because inwardness is our natural state. Calm, clarity, peace. I call it ‘still lake’. It’s a place that is silent and also awake.It feels like home. This is our true ground. if you endeavour to remember this natural state, it will become easier and easier.

To meditate is to consciously change your state. To meditate is to place yourself in a place that feels like knowing. To remember that you are OK on every level. To remember you are divine without exception. To be aware. Alert. At peace. In Love.

Visit me again and use the comments section below to ask me questions or share your thoughts about my music, meditation or anything at all that’s on your mind. Namaste.

7 thoughts on “Stephen Fearnley

  1. Belinda Webster says:

    Great to see you yesterday. Good to hear of all your activities. You are gathering no moss!
    Belinda

  2. leah hanrahan says:

    Just listened to cherry blossom, nana use to call me that! Such a lovely memory! ??

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